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Books that made me cry

11
May
2011

Books that have made me cry:

The Time-Traveller’s Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
The Subtle Knife by Philip Pullman
Dogsbody by Diana Wynne Jones
Abhorsen by Garth Nix
Ptolemy’s Gate by Jonathan Stroud

…and the draft of the new novel I just finished last night.

As I said on twitter, I suspect I was slightly off balance emotionally because because I had just written 20K in 7 days in the rush to the finish. But one of my goals with this book was to push for more, and deeper, emotion. This is the first thing I’ve written that I consider a love story. I set two characters in motion, not quite knowing them yet, but eager to see them work from mistrust to trust to friendship to love. I wasn’t sure I could pull it off, but I wanted to try.

Now I’m in that post-drafting crazybrain space right now, and feeling kind of sappy and goofy, so take this with a grain of salt. But I’m so happy I pushed myself to write this book. I feel like I accomplished something new, bigger and deeper than my previous stories. Whether it sells or not (though I hope it sells! I want other folks to meet these people!) I am glad I did it. I cared about it. I loved telling it. And that is a gift.

What books have made you guys cry? I cry all the time over tv and movies, but rarely over books, myself…

Weekend in Pictures

08
May
2011

There were hikes in the woods (with Charlie)

And there was writing (with copious tea)

And there was some weeding

And a visit with gaming friends. But I have no picture for that, so instead, watch this video. It’s actually remarkably good at capturing the geeky joy of both tabletop and live RPG. And if the video doesn’t embed in any of the xposts, here’s a direct link.

(I’ve totally had conversations like the one that starts the video. And I love that there are some gamer girls here. Also, this song has been stuck in my head for three days.)

And there was a lot of this:

(That book is DIVERGENT by Veronica Roth. And it is amazing. I loved it. Possibly more than I loved THE HUNGER GAMES. Fantastic pacing, plot twists, characters, and wow, the romance. So refreshing to see a much-buzzed book that totally and completely deserves it)

And I got a little spring color of my own! I love it! Even more fun than when I went blue last year…

Hope you all had a great weekend too!

Multimedia

01
May
2011

The good news is, I’ve fallen deep into my current writing project and I love it to bits and I am just about to get to the really good part (Good for me. Not the characters. Heh.) where everything falls apart and there’s betrayal and broken hearts and epic deeds and a first kiss.

The bad news is, I’m at the stage where all my words are going there, and I can only sit and stare blankly at twitter/Facebook/this blog. So here’s a miscellany of nifty stuff in the meantime:

SEE: These paper doll sets are whimsical, creepy, and fascinating. My favorite is A Walk into the Night, for the owls, of course!

LISTEN (and WATCH): Not only are Terje Sorgjerd’s videos utterly amazing to watch (See? And that’s all nature’s special effects!), but they also feature some fantastic music. I had never heard anything by Ludovico Einaudi before, but after watching The Mountain I had to download “Nuvole bianche”.

READ: Lavanya and Deepika, a beautifully rich and magical fairytale by Shveta Thakrar up online now at Demeter’s Spicebox in the Cabinet des Fées. This is a lovely variation on the Tatterhood story of twin daughters, one “ugly”, one “beautiful”, who go on adventures together and love each other (a refreshing change from the ugly/evil stepsisters, yes?). The language is rich and layered and gorgeous. Though you may, as I did, find yourself craving the scent of roses and dying to sample saffron cream when you’re done!

EAT: We had outstanding weather this weekend, which meant that after my morning writing, I spent much of my time outside, running, walking Charlie-the-dog, and battling my nemesis, the Grape Vine of Doom. So it was a good thing I’d just made a batch of these 5 Minute No Bake bars to keep me going. I used almonds instead of sunflower seeds, no flax, millet puffs rather than rice, and sunflower butter in place of peanut, but they were still delicious and so easy.

DO: Last but not least, the Diversity in YA (and MG!) tour starts off next week, as Malinda Lo and Cindy Pon travel the US to promote conversation about books for young readers featuring diverse characters. The full schedule is here. I am thrilled and honored to be participating in the Cambridge/Boston event, Thursday May 12 at 7PM, at the Cambridge Public Library, along with Cindy, Malinda, Holly Black, Sarah Rees Brennan, and Francisco X. Stork, and moderated by Roger Sutton. I’d love to see friendly faces in the crowd! If you attend, say hi!

Musical Interlude

07
April
2011

I love my little city of Hallowell, ME. It’s tiny, and yes, sometimes I wish it were closer to Boston or even Portland (and that it wasn’t quite so cold and icy). But it’s got excellent restaurants, a generous community, lots of green space, and a thriving local art and music scene. Which meant that on Monday my husband and I could head down the street to Slates to have an excellent dinner (oh my goodness, the homemade vanilla ice cream and hot fudge sauce!) and see one of the best live music performances I’ve experienced.

The performers were Peter Mulvey and the band Po’ Girl, touring together this season. The music itself was fabulous- ranging from folksy to bluesy to jazzy.

Here’s one of my favorites from the night, by Peter Mulvey, called “Kids in the Square”:

And here’s one from Po’Girl that I loved: “Maudite guerre” (I think I pretty much love any piece of music with an accordian or concertina in it…)

And here are links to some other Po’Girl songs, because I can’t resist: “Gandy Dancer” (such great energy!) and “Old Mountain Line” (to demonstrate their fantastic range).

So anyway, fantastic music, lovely setting… but the thing that really made the performance something special was the sense of joy in music the performers shared. It was pretty clear that they were having a blast playing together, making jokes, bouncing musical inspiration around and creating something bigger than the sum of its parts, right there in stage (so to speak — it was really more of a clearing at one end of the dining room).

In some ways it reminded me of how listening to the commentary on certain movies/television shows makes me love those stories even more, because I see how much joy went into the making of them.

It also makes me wonder how that affects other creative endeavors… does knowing that a certain book gave its author particular joy (or pain) in writing it change my reading of the book? I’m not sure I can even judge that, but it is something I’ll be thinking about…

What about you guys? Does learning what went into creating a particular piece of art/music/entertainment affect your experience of it?

And have you heard any great live music lately?

The value of humor

27
March
2011

I originally thought we were going to see SUCKER PUNCH this weekend. I mean, the trailer was pretty nifty. Dragons! Airships! Girls kicking butt! But both the critical reviews and the informal feedback led me to believe that I would be better served just watching the Disney mash-up trailer again instead. At this point I have too many suspicions that the people behind SUCKER PUNCH are of the belief that girls in sexy outfits kicking butt = female empowerment. Not that there aren’t plenty of great movies with girls in sexy outfits kicking but who are also empowered and have agency in their worlds.

So anyways, instead we say RED RIDING HOOD. And I really enjoyed it. It helped that I had just rewatched Veronica Mars Season 1, so I was predisposed to associate Amanda Seyfried with excellence. But I also loved the visuals (especially the village and Grandmother’s house), the band of multi-ethnic werewolf-hunters, and the fact that the love “triangle” wasn’t particularly sordid or annoying. But when it was over and Bob and I were walking out of the theater I kept feeling like there was something that had been missing. I finally figured out what it was.

Humor.

There was not a single scene or bit of dialog in that movie that made me laugh (intentionally). And it made me realize just how important humor is. Even in a dark romantic story about werewolves. Even in an epic fantasy adventure (hello, Merry and Pippen!). It’s the comedic notes that allow us, in a way, to take the brutal, epic stuff seriously. And without them, I ended up laughing at a number of inappropriate moments, because they just seemed so overblown and over-dramatic.

I really liked the definition that author Laura Amy Schlitz gave of comedy, in her recent write up of her choice in the ongoing Battle of the Books at School Library Journal. She writes:

Comedy is a celebration of human resilience. At its best, it takes the tensions and failures and tragedies of life, and transmutes them. It pulls the threads taut, mending the rift in the cloth. It draws the toxins out. And of course this is tremendously refreshing, because we are surrounded by tensions and failures and tragedies.

It’s fitting that I should be thinking of humor and comedy now. Because one of the writers who taught me the power of humor, how the best books make you cry and laugh, was Diana Wynne Jones. The world lost a huge creative talent when she passed away earlier this week. DOGSBODY was one of the books that made me want to be a writer. When I daydream about the kind of writing career I aspire to, I think of her. What an amazing legacy she has left us. Dozens of books, filled with flights of imagination and dazzling characters. And so many readers– so many authors, including me!– who name her as an inspiration.

Thank you, Diana Wynne Jones, for inspiring me to dream and to create. For making me cry over the ending of DOGSBODY and laugh over Chrestomanci’s quirks and hope for a happy ending for Howl and Sophie.

I will confess that I have not read every book by Diana Wynne Jones. I do that sometimes, with my most beloved and prolific favorite authors. Because I don’t want the day to come when there are no more. So I am, indeed, grateful that I still have copies of HEXWOOD and CONRAD’S FATE and several others sitting on my to-read shelf. I think it’s probably a time to pick one of them up and remind myself of the magic and wit and humor that Diana Wynne Jones gave us.

The hard days

21
March
2011

Sometimes there are easy writing days. Sure, I still have to overcome my basic inertia and the lure of easy entertainment and online dabbling and frittering. But I have a core belief in the project. I want to know what happens next. I want to see how my characters and my world will surprise me. I have faith I am going in generally the right direction.

Then there are the hard days. When the universe seems to shift overnight and suddenly I’ve lost that faith. My characters are distant. I’m fumbling around in the dark and I don’t even know if there’s anything to find. The plot has turned into this many-headed monster that my brain can’t contain. I still have faith in the story, but it’s blind and tenuous and I worry I am going to lose it completely.

I’ve had a stretch of hard days lately. I know, intellectually, that I will get through it. It’s happened before. It will happen again. I tell myself that especially with this book, where I’m trying to push myself, it is even expected. I am striving to do something new, and it isn’t going to be easy. It shouldn’t be easy!

Even when I want it to be easy.

Some days, when it’s hard, I just need to write it down. Then, next time I have a hard day I can look back and remember that it is all part of the process. Or maybe one of you is having a hard day (week, month) too, and we can commiserate, and it will be a tiny bit better for both of us because we will know we aren’t alone.

It’s spring now, and I have seen crocuses blooming down the street. There are short green stubs in my own front yard. I have my window open just a crack even though it is dark and cold, because the birds are in full chaotic symphony. If the birds and the crocuses can make it through winter, I can make it through these hard days (weeks, months), right?

Giveaway winners and cover!

15
March
2011

First up, my handy random number generator picked me some winners for the Faery Book Giveaway:

wandering dreamer will get Small Persons With Wings
DM Domini will get Rebel
Lara will get Arrow

If any of you are reading this, please email me at deva at devafagan dot com with your mailing address! I’ll also attempt to contact you via the info in your entry comments. Thanks to all who participated! I wish I had copies enough for everyone!

The next news isn’t all that new if you follow me on twitter or Facebook, but for anyone who missed it, CIRCUS GALACTICUS now has a cover! Whee!


Click to engalacticize! Hope you all like it!

Circus Galacticus also available now on NetGalley for reviewers, and on various booksellers for pre-order. Wow. It’s starting to become real!

And since you don’t get to see any of the characters on the cover, here’s a sneak peak at some of the art I commissioned for the character glossary that I’m working on for this website. The full art won’t be going up for a few more months, but I’m too excited now not to share a few excerpts…

The art is by the talented Loraine Sammy and I can’t wait to share the full pieces with you! She did amazing work!

Miscellany

04
March
2011

First, a reminder: there’s still time to enter the giveaway for faery books here!

Second, some events: I’ll post more details later, but I’m attending an event here in my hometown of Hallowell on Saturday April 9th at the Harlow Gallery from 1-3PM, with other local artists of all sorts. And on Thursday May 12th I will be at the Cambridge Public Library at 7PM as part of the Diversity in YA tour, along with Malinda Lo, Cindy Pon, Holly Black, Francisco X. Stork, and Sarah Rees Brennan. EEEEE! I would love to see some friendly faces in the crowd!

Third, a PSA: There’s been internet chatter about a YA Mafia. I, of course, belong to the MG Mafia, where we get together to drink butterbeer and exchange tips on how to train your dragon, but I did want to answer author Janni Lee Simner’s call for folks to stand up virtually and say “hey, go ahead an review my books, whether you like them or not.” So there it is. I generally try to avoid reading reviews of my books unless my editor sends them to me, but I’m grateful for every thoughtful review anyone does care to put out there. I don’t like every book published, so I don’t expect every reader to like mine either!

Fourth, food: I think that at least a third of the posts I have starred in my google reader are recipes. Here are two I am thinking of trying in the near future: salt-crusted chicken and lemon-meringue cupcakes.

Fifth, travel: Sadly there is no space or budget for a big trip this year, but next spring Bob and I are really hoping to travel to England & Wales (first time for me). Until then I content myself reading travel books and blogs like this. I must say I am very envious of the green… everything here is still covered in several feet of snow!

Sixth, writing: I just passed 50K words on my current project (of a projected 80-90). It is so strange to me now to remember starting it on January 1st of this year, struggling for hours to get down 600 words. The blank page is one of the scariest things in the world: the feeling that you have to strain and struggle to pull something out of nothing. But now that the book has some heft to it, though, it is starting to pull me along. Whew! It’s a nice reminder that the little steps really do add up…

Onward!

Faery Reading and Giveaway

27
February
2011

When I was a little kid I used to love to play along the creek by my grandparents’ farmhouse. One of my favorite things to do was to build small houses on the rocks along the bank, filling them with clover blooms and rosehips and birch catkins for the faeries who lived there.

What is it, do you suppose, that is so enchanting about the idea of tiny people living alongside us, under toadstools or even in our walls, making stools out of spools and bathtubs out of gravy boats?

I’ve read two different books lately that both feature small folk, and I loved both of them for different reasons.

(I won’t bother with plot summaries, but you can click on the titles below for links to Goodreads, where you can find much better ones than I could provide.)


Can you see how much I loved them from that gleam in my eye? Unfortunately some faery children have apparently run off with my camera cord to use it as a jump-rope, no doubt, thus I must rely on my (inferior quality) laptop camera.

Small Persons with Wings by Ellen Booraem has a rare sort of humor that reviewers have rightfully (in my opinion) compared to Diana Wynne Jones. There’s a certain absurdity to the antics of Mellie and the Parvi (the “small persons with wings”), but yet it’s balanced a weight of real emotion and consequence. A “grandeur” (to use a term oft-mentioned within the book itself). I particularly loved Mellie as a main character — she’s gutsy, determined and snarky. This one just came out in January, so it you find that combination as appealing as I do, you can check it out for yourself!

(Full Disclosure: Ellen is a friend, a lovely person, and and a fellow Mainer, though sadly several hours away from me. I first read SPWW a few months ago, pre-publication, and was honored to be able to provide a blurb.)

Arrow by R. J. Anderson is the third book in the series that began with Knife(UK)/Spell Hunter(US) and continued with Rebel(UK)/Wayfarer(US). Each book has featured a new main character, but is part of an overarching story of several bands of faery folk and their human allies, of love and honor and bravery and magic.

I have loved them each in turn, but I think Rhosmari may be my favorite of the three protagonists. Not only is she, refreshingly, a “faery of color”, but she’s a pacifist. She’s the sort of character a lesser author might have turned into a preachy, insufferable bore, but in R. J. Anderson’s hands Rhosmari is anything but. She’s vivid and full of emotion and over the course of the story her beliefs are tested to the core. I can’t say much more about her personal arc without spoiling it, but I really loved it. And then there’s Martin. Ah, Martin. I can’t help it. I am a sucker for bad boys when there’s a possibility of redemption.

(Full Disclosure: R. J. is also a friend. I feel very lucky to have had the opportunity to meet such excellent and talented folks– it is one of the best parts of having been published! I bought my copy of Arrow from Amazon UK, as it is sadly not available from any US publisher at this time).

And now the giveaway, courtesy of the vagaries of international postal service!

I ordered myself copies of both Rebel and Arrow from Amazon UK earlier this year. And waited. And waited. 15 days after the expected arrival date I sent a note to customer service. They wrote back to say something must have gone awry, and that they would send another set. And that if, for some reason, I did end up getting the first batch, to keep them with their compliments, since returning them overseas would be silly.

So this week, of course, I got both packages, one after the other. So… I am going to give away the extras: one copy of Arrow, one copy of Rebel! And while I’m at it, I’ll also send out a copy of Small Persons with Wings!

If you would like to win a copy, please comment on this post and tell me which book you would like (ARROW, REBEL, or SMALL PERSONS WITH WINGS) and why! And please provide an email address so I can contact you if you win!

I will pick three winners (one for each book) randomly on March 14th.

US/Canada shipping addresses only, please!

Note: I will ONLY be tracking responses to the ur-post on my devafagan.com site, and the crosspost on livejournal. If you comment on Facebook or Goodreads I will not be able to count it. Thanks!

Apocalyptical Musings

22
February
2011

I’ve occasionally considered what I would do in the event of a global catastrophe. Not in the immediate aftermath (where presumably I’d be racing around fighting off zombies or escaping a new ice age or the spread of a death-plague) but in the long term, civilization-has-collapsed era. Assuming I survive the zombie-glacier-death-plague.

Because honestly, I don’t think most of my skills would be particularly useful. I can write software. I can do trigonometry. I can write novels. I can create latex monster masks and sew quasi-medieval costumes (using a sewing machine, of course).

I might end up as a gardener, I suppose. I could crochet scarves against the glacial chill and entertain people with my inexpert fiddling as we cluster around our campfires. If I had access to a library, I am pretty sure I could teach myself other things.

But still, I suspect I am woefully prepared for life after technology.

Which is why I found the Colony so fascinating. It’s a reality show in the vein of Frontier House or Manor House, except the participants are living in a post-apocalyptic future, after a pandemic has wiped out most of humanity. We recently watched the first season via Netflix and man, I am amazed by what these folks accomplished!

Generators, water filtration systems, communication devices, solar-powered vehicles. And beyond that, it’s eye-opening to see how their society evolves, as the show tests them with maurauders, nomads begging for food, diminished resources, and more.

There were many times I wished I could have seen more than the final edited program. Frex, early on there’s a scene where the female colonists all end up washing (apparently) everyone’s clothing, and some of the male colonists say some kind of offensive things about this (on a different camera). And I wonder — did the women take on this work, because of the societal norms they were familiar with? Did the men encourage it? Did any of the women actually question it?

It was a hard show to watch at times, because there is a lot of strife and yelling and just plain mean behavior among the colonists, but it is still (imo) worth checking out. Especially for my favorite two colonists, John C aka “the Professor” and Leilani the self-defense specialist/personal trainer.

What about you all? Do you have any practical skills to apply in the event of an apocalypse?

Now I am off to see if my local continuing education facility offers classes in living off the land and building solar power stations. Or fighting zombies.