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Reading, Lately

24
June
2010

Mini-responses on what I’ve read lately:

RAMPANT by Diana Peterfreund
The first few pages hooked me in on the basis of concept alone (an order of girls who fight killer unicorns!), and I continued to read because I had to know what would happen, and because the book kept raising questions and mysteries I had to know the answer to. I didn’t actually get all my answers, but I got enough to feel satisfied. Plus, there’s a sequel coming! My favorite character would be a spoiler to name, but I loved every scene featuring that character and look forward to more. I was very interested to see how the various issues related to feminism and the fact that the girls’ powers are tied to their virginity played out. I appreciated that it was very much a dialog and discussion, allowing the reader to consider the issue (rather than a vehicle for a specific “message”).

CITY OF ASHES by Cassandra Clare
I’m hooked. I love the characters and at this point I am very invested in finding out the rest of their story. I can see why there are so many die-hard fans. On to book 3!

ILLYRIA by Elizabeth Hand
A lovely little book with some absolutely gorgeous language. I still can’t decide if I think it was a depressing or an uplifting ending, although I am leaning toward depressing (which doesn’t mean it was a bad book). This did feel like more of an “adult” book to me in terms of some of the themes (and there’s mature content throughout). It also struck me as an emotion-driven book. It has a very specific feel in my head: not entirely comfortable, but compelling. It reminds me, in some ways, of Pamela Dean’s TAM LIN.

CITY DOG, COUNTRY FROG by Mo Williams and Jon J Muth
I don’t necessarily think other readers will love this like I do. Because honestly I think the main reason I both sought it out in the first place (I hardly ever read picture books but from the first time this showed up in my google reader I had to know more) was that City Dog looks very much like a brown-and-white version of my dog Charlie. But I did love it, especially the illustrations (which looked oddly familiar to me in style — I finally realized the artist was one of my favorites from the Sandman comics). It also made me sniffle, and think about friendship, and change, and (hokey as it sounds) the cycle of life. I add very few picture books to my personal library but this will be one of them.

Reading

25
November
2009

One thing I give thanks for every year is good books. And in the last few years, I’ve been feeling particularly blessed on that count. Part of this is due to my own increased awareness: I read more book blogs, pay attention to award lists and my friends’ recommendations, and add books willy-nilly to my goodreads to-read queue so I don’t forget them. And part of this is due to the fact that there are a lot of really excellent books out there right now.

So, here are some of my recent favorite reads:

Almost Astronauts: 13 Women Who Dared to Dream by Tanya Lee Stone
This one is non-fiction, something I don’t read enough of. I had been curious initially because I am a fan of space exploration (and I just wrote a book about an earth-girl who runs away to join an intergalactic circus). And indeed one of the very interesting things about this book is the window it provides into the sort of intense screening and training astronauts have to go through. But more than that, this book really opened my eyes and made me think about privilege and prejudice.

It was fascinating, inspiring, and infuriating. I am so glad I read it, because never before have I truly internalized the fact that the freedoms and opportunities I have as a woman are founded on the efforts of the women (and men!) who came before me. Whether by luck, or because things really have changed, I myself have never once encountered a coworker or a teacher who has made me feel that “girls can’t do science”: not in my high-school advanced math classes, not college as a math major or grad school while getting my MA in math, or at any of the companies where I have worked as a software designer. I recognize that this is something to be grateful for, but it has always been a sort of distant intellectual feeling.

Reading this book made it all much more real to me: that less than 50 years ago women who proved themselves space-worthy were denied their dreams simply because they were female (and apparently because the powers that be were also afraid that if they let qualified women into space they would also have to let non-white men have the opportunity). I am so thankful that those women did not give up, and that there were open-minded men who encouraged change from within the system.

Give up the Ghost by Megan Crewe
I will start this off by admitting that I have known Megan online for many years — we’ve exchanged critiques, commiserated over rejections, and cheered each other onward to publication. I am always a little nervous about writing something about a book by a friend — my policy is to be honest, but I also tend toward the “if you can’t say anything nice, don’t say anything at all” camp.

But with this book, I feel free to gush, because I really, truly loved it! I actually had critiqued a much earlier version of the same story several years ago, and thought it was good. But Megan has taken that good story and made it great. The lovely prose and sharp characterization is still there, but this time around I found what I value most in fiction: strong emotional connections to the characters. These characters worked their way into my heart and stuck there.

Into the Wild Nerd Yonder by Julie Halpern
I really enjoyed this as it was kind of like a book special-ordered for me: A girl with straight brown hair that goes mushroomy with a bad cut (like me) who loves math (like me) and values good grades (like I did) who falls in with a crowd of gamers (like I did) including a cute boy she falls for (I married mine!) and ends up proud to be a nerd (like me).

There’s a bit of language and “content” (and in some cases, maybe a little TMI for my tastes– I will never look at a glazed donut the same way again) but nothing that made me want to stop reading, and mostly necessary for the story.

Though as a LARPer I must object to the classification of LARPing as being nerdier than table top gaming! :-)

Betsy in Spite of Herself

11
September
2009

For my previous gushing and introduction to the Betsy-Tacy series, go here: Betsy-Tacy, Heaven to Betsy.

Betsy in Spite of Herself brings us back to the world of Deep Valley, Minnesota, with Betsy Ray about to begin her sophomore year of high school. All the familiar and beloved elements are here: picnics on the Big Hill with Tacy and cocoa made over a smokey fire, singing around the piano with the Crowd, the romantic conquests of Betsy’s opera-singing sister Julia, the warm and loving Ray household. Yet Betsy isn’t entirely happy or at ease. She admit to Tacy:

“I wish I could be different, suddenly. I wish I could change overnight. Walk into the high school tomorrow just utterly different, so that the boys would be struck dumb…”

I don’t remember wishing I could turn myself into a mysterious, fascinating “sirenlike woman of the world” as Betsy does, but reading those lines does fill me with a familiar ache. I suspect a lot of us experience something like that: a yearning to be something different. I distinctly remember certain moments in my own high school and college years when I would look at some of the other girls and envy their self-possession. They just seemed to know who they were, and be confident in that person. I wanted to be like that. Not because they were popular with boys, but because they were cool. And although I was generally happy with my life, I wished I could have that same aura. I wanted to be more than just one of the sea of generically nice and presentable girls. So even now, after I have consciously changed myself a bit (and gained confidence in who I am) I can understand Betsy’s situation.

(more…)

Heaven to Betsy

05
September
2009

For my generalized gushing and introduction to the Betsy-Tacy series, go to this post.

Heaven to Betsy introduces us to Betsy just before she begins her freshman year of high school, and takes us through the ups and downs of that first year. This is one of my two favorites of the entire series (the other being Betsy and the Great World). If I start listing everything I love about this book you’re going to get something like “Miss Mix creates stylish new outfits and Mr Ray makes onion sandwiches and there are picnics and the Crowd and Halloween and Carney and Tony and JOE!” and then I will collapse in a pile of swoony fangirlishness. So instead I’m going to focus my discussion on two things that make this book stand out.

First is a general quality of the entire series, which I find particularly noticeable starting with the high school books. When I read these books, I feel a basic underlying optimism about life, that loved ones will support you, that there is always beauty and hope in the world. Some people might say that these are “nice” books. But I am not sure that word captures what I’m talking about. Perhaps this is because of early exposure to the musical Into the Woods, which leaves me silently singing the witch’s song anytime I hear the word “nice”: You’re not good, you’re not bad, you’re just nice.

The Betsy books are “nice”, but that doesn’t mean they don’t contain the good and the bad as well. Betsy has a loving family, but it’s all (to me, at least) entirely real and believable. These aren’t cardboard Mom and Dad cut-outs with smiles painted on. They are real people complete with faults and virtues. Betsy gets her heart broken, she makes mistakes, she hurts other people. And yet I never feel a lasting bitterness. Pain and regret, yes, but there’s a peace to it. A feeling that Betsy (or perhaps Maud, since these are semi-autobiographical) can look back and come to terms with her life. It’s a different feeling than what I get reading the Little House Books, where I do perceive a bitterness, a self-censoring by the author that makes the books more distant. It’s also a different feeling than what I get reading the Anne books, which have an almost fairy-tale like quality to me — they describe a golden-hued beautiful world I love visiting, but it’s not quite as down-to-earth as Betsy’s world. There’s a place for all these types of books, of course. But if you are looking for a book that is old-timey and sweet and nice, but also very grounded and real, you might find it here.

The second thing about Heaven to Betsy in particular that I think makes it worth reading, especially for anyone who is a writer or dreams of being one, is the depiction of Betsy as a budding writer. On the brink of high-school, and having just moved in to a new house, Betsy begins the book feeling that there isn’t a place for writing in her new life. In earlier books, Betsy uses a beloved old trunk as her desk to write poems, but it somehow doesn’t belong in the new room, and Betsy herself suggests it be moved to the attic. And yet:

Sometimes she climbed into the attic and stuffed smudged, scribbled papers furtively into the trunk, standing forlorn in a dark corner. On such occasions she often cried a little, never much, for it always occurred to her how romantic it was to be crying about her trunk, and then she stopped, and couldn’t start again.

Betsy quickly gets whisked away by all sorts of other diversions: meeting new high school chums, making fudge, picnics, singalongs, parties, and falling hard for the new boy Tony. It is exhilarating and breathless and FUN but yet there’s something more. By winter time we find:

The snow which all day long had sparkled in the sunshine looked pale. Walking homeward, looking up at the sky, and around her at the wan landscape, she felt an inexplicable yearning. It was mixed up with Tony, but it was more than Tony. It was growing up; it was leaving Hill Street and having someone else light a lamp in the beloved yellow cottage. She felt like crying, and yet there was nothing to cry about.

That passage in particular still really hits me — capturing a feeling I have experienced many times myself, especially as a teen. And like me, Betsy seeks refuge in her writing. Yet she still hides it away. The other girls don’t write, and the boys tease her about being a Little Poetess. She recognizes that she wants to be a writer some day, and even that her older sister Julia (who wants to be an opera singer and “never cared what people thought”) would never have put that trunk in the attic and “buried her poems in a handkerchief box”.

But while Betsy recognizes this, she doesn’t change her ways. When she’s chosen to participate in the annual school essay contest (competing against handsome but perplexing Joe Willard) she is thrilled, yet still doesn’t manage to handle it the way she might wish. But she does learn from the experience:

She looked back over the crowded winter. She did not regret it. But she should not have let its fun, its troubles, its excitements squeeze her writing out.

“If I treat my writing like that,” she told herself, “it may go away entirely.”

The thought appalled her. What would life be like without her writing? Writing filled her life with beauty and mystery, gave it purpose… and promise.

When Betsy finally acts on that realization I am cheering for her! And even now, it never fails to remind me, as a writer, that I have to make room for writing in my life.

There’s so much more I could talk about: the thoughtful portrayal of religion, the way Lovelace captures the exquisite ache of a first (unrequited) crush, all the wonderful period details, Betsy’s steadfast friendship with Tacy. But I’ll leave you all to find out about that if you read this book for yourself. I don’t expect everyone will love it as much as I, but if you do give it a try and do enjoy it, please let me know. And if you are already a fan, feel free to share your thoughts on the book! I’d love to hear them!

Betsy-Tacy

03
September
2009

There are certain books that you don’t just read. You absorb them and they color your experiences forever after. They become like family, a part of your life. I feel deeply grateful anytime I find a book like that, because they don’t come along all that often. Most of the books that are part of me were books I read as a kid (Anne of Green Gables, Watership Down, The Fellowship of the Ring, Dragonsinger, The Blue Sword). But there are others that I’ve found as an adult that have impacted me just as strongly. Ranking high among these are the Betsy-Tacy books by Maud Hart Lovelace.

This series follows stubborn, fun-loving, occasionally boy-crazy Betsy Ray (and her best friend Tacy) from age five to adulthood. Set in early 20th century Minnesota, the books are heavily based on the author’s own girlhood and are rich with cozy, colorful details and vibrant characters. The illustrations and reading levels of the books age along with Betsy. The first four books feature charming illustrations by Lois Lenski, while the more grown up and stylish high-school era Betsy is illustrated by Vera Neville.

I discovered these books when I was in my twenties, through an article in Victoria magazine. I don’t remember exactly what the article said, only that it was clear the author of the article LOVED these books, and that they must be something special. That’s not to say that everyone who reads them will adore them as I do. But if you are the right reader for these books, they will reward you so richly. I quickly sped through the first four “young Betsy” books and found them charming. But when I got to the six “older Betsy” books I fell in love.

Fortunately for me, the series had just been re-released around that time so I was able to purchase paperbacks of all ten of the Betsy books, as well as the three companion novels that feature other characters from Betsy’s world. I bought books about Maud Hart Lovelace. I visited Mankato MN, the real-life inspiration for Betsy’s beloved Deep Valley. I am thrilled any time I meet another Betsy-Tacy fan. And I really love the chance to introduce new readers to Betsy.

It’s a challenge, however, because the books have not been in print regularly. So I was thrilled to discover recently that Harper Perennial is reissuing the six “older Betsy” books this fall (as three volumes, each containing two of the books). Even better, they have the original Vera Neville art on the covers. To celebrate the reissues, and to encourage any of you who might be potential Betsy-Tacy fans out there, I am going to run a little six-week Friday feature here talking about why I love each of these books.

So tomorrow I’ll be back to talk about Heaven to Betsy, in which Betsy starts high school, struggles with finding a place in her life for her writing, and meets a Tall Dark Stranger.

Are any of you Betsy-Tacy fans? If you could share one of your all-time favorite books with the rest of the world, what would it be?

The Journey and the Destination

29
August
2009

Circus Galacticus is now out of my hands and off in the big world (good luck, little book!), but the universe and the characters are still very much on my brain. What is interesting to me is that I don’t think I’ve ever felt this kind of burning desperation to get to the end in my writing. That’s not to say I haven’t enjoyed writing my other books– I wouldn’t be doing this if I didn’t love all these stories and characters. But just as I love reading different books for different reasons, I am discovering that I love writing different stories for different reasons. I’ve been trying to explain this to myself in terms of the journey and the destination.

There are some books I love to read because of the journey. They have marvelous characters I just plain enjoy hanging out with, and detailed worlds I can sink into and enjoy. I don’t want to race through these books to find out what happens. There may be overarching plots and usually the main characters do undergo some sort of character development, but that’s not the main reason I am reading the book. I read them because I want to linger in the world, with these characters. Some of the books that fall into this category for me are: the Anne books (L. M. Montgomery), Dragonsinger (Anne McCaffrey), the various Georgette Heyer books I’ve read so far, the Betsy-Tacy books (Maud Hart Lovelace), Howl’s Moving Castle (Diana Wynne Jones), Flora Segunda (Ysabeau Wilce), the Beezus and Ramona books (Beverly Cleary), Dairy Queen (Catherine Gilbert Murdock). Just because I didn’t feel compelled to stay up all night finishing these books doesn’t mean I think they are inferior by any means. In fact, several of the above books are on my all-time, take-to-a-desert-isle list.

Then there are books that I read (and do not necessarily enjoy) because of the destination. I race through to get to the end to find out what happens, even if I don’t particularly care about the characters or the world. I just want to KNOW HOW IT ENDS. Most of the time I don’t even really remember these books after I read them (and sometimes, I admit, I do skip to the end) so I don’t have a lot of examples fresh in mind, except for The DaVinci Code. I read it, even as I was frustrated by it in many ways, because I was compelled to find out how it ended. They’re like popcorn or mindless action movies. I can’t stop consuming them once I start, but they don’t really satisfy.

Lastly, there are books that I read for both journey and destination — I want to linger with the characters and explore the world, but at the same time I have to find out how it ends. Will the characters I love be okay? Will the things I am hoping for happen? Will character X end up with character Y? I only had to read the first chapter of The Hunger Games online to become obsessed with finding out what would become of Katniss and her loved ones. When I finally got a copy I tried to slow down, to make the most of the reading experience, but it was very very difficult. If I could have gotten my hands on Catching Fire last fall, I would have read it at once to find out what happened next. Likewise as each new Harry Potter book was released, the only thing that kept me from devouring them whole was that my husband and I were listening to the audio versions together. And even so, there were many nights we didn’t do anything but sit there listening to find out what was going to happen. As much as I loved the details of the wizarding world and the wonderful cast of characters, I also wanted desperately to find out how it would all end. More recently, I listened to the audio book of Tamora Pierce’s Beka Cooper: Terrier, and even before I was on the last disk I went to check out book 2 from the library, because I was obsessed with finding out if certain things were going to happen (and alas, it looks like I am going to have to wait for book 3 to find them out!).

For me, writing has most often been more about the journey. I am not sure if that’s because my books themselves are more journey-books than destination-books, or just a feature of my practice of writing from an outline. CIRCUS, however, has been a different sort of beast. I did very much love the journey of writing the first book, and I believe it ends with the characters reaching a satisfying destination. But more than ever before, I want to know where these characters are going to go next. Will character X end up with character Y? What tragedies and joys will they experience? How will it all end?

At first I thought maybe I could quiet those clamoring voices by outlining the rest of the series I envision, and perhaps writing the last few chapters (the big climactic ending) of the final book. But what I’ve realized is that I really do need the journey too. If it were enough to simply find out what happens, this would just be one of those forgettable type 2 books as described above. So, since I’ve finished my writing goal for the year in completing Circus Galacticus and sending it off, so now I will take some time this fall to play, and indulge my own passion to find out not only the destination my characters are headed for, but what sort of journey is going to get them there. I am looking forward to it!

Fellow outliners — what is your experience with the journey versus the destination, given that you may have a pretty detailed map? And those of you who are more seat-of-your-pants writers, do you feel this sort of driving passion to find out what happens in your books, since you may be finding it out at the same time as your characters? Or is your writing experience more about the journey?

Finally, here’s some other tidbits:

  • I feel very fortunate right now to have such excellent friends and family. Like my college friend Tara, who went out and got a copy of Fortune’s Folly, sent me a sweet note about it, then also forwarded me happy little notes from her own relations who she passed it along to. And my uncle Eric (who always sent me the best books for my birthday when I was a kid!) just forwarded a lovely little review from a friend of his at work (thank you, Bob!).
  • I’ve got four library visits and one bookstore signing scheduled for this fall, whee! I am looking forward to getting out and meeting more book-loving people. I will be updating my website with more details once they are fixed.
  • I’m also going to be attending the Bar Harbor Book Festival on September 12 and 13. There will be panels and readings and Real Author Stuff. Plus it’s in an absolutely gorgeous location. I am really looking forward to meeting some of the wonderful writers I know online in person for the first time, like my fellow deb Erin Dionne, and the event organizer, the fabulous Carrie Jones. And even though we’ve already met in person several times, it will be great to see my other fellow deb-from-Maine, Megan Frazer.

Why I Write

24
August
2009

There are times when I forget why I write, times when I doubt myself and wonder if I’m just writing because of some misguided fantasy about “being an author”. And to be honest, there’s a part of me that does fantasize about it: the little writing cottage, the awards, the fan mail, meeting other authors and being one of the cool kids. But that’s not why I write. And I don’t do it for the money either (though money is nice!).

This is why I write:

  • Because my mind is a net collecting weird, sparkly, magical stuff, and I need to do something with all of it.
  • Because I woke up this morning with a twist for the end of the CIRCUS books that fit so perfectly I can’t believe I didn’t think of it before this. It’s those moments when the story suddenly feels real. It’s not just a spattering of words flung out of your fingertips. It’s alive. It knows what it wants to be.
  • Because when I finished my newest revision of CIRCUS last night, I still loved the book. I loved writing it, I loved meeting those characters and exploring their world. Sure, I hope readers will get to see it someday and that they will love it too. But right at this moment, when it’s still (mostly) my book alone, I am content. Whatever else happens, I am so glad I had the chance to write this book. For me.

Of course, part of the reason I am posting this is so I can look back at it later if I fall into the depths of despair and remind myself of what is really important. Because it is SO easy to get lost in the sea of amazon rankings and sales and reviews and web presence. But none of that is worth anything without a story you love, a story you have to tell.

On a tangential but important note, anyone interested in promoting a love of reading might be interested in this posting at The Reading Zone, which in turn is about this post at Musings of a Book Addict. I am grateful to all the teachers and librarians out there who are working so hard to try to help kids see reading as something that can be fun and rewarding, not just rote, unpleasant busywork.

Because I can’t resist a meme about books

14
August
2009

I was tagged by some of my Facebook friends with this meme and couldn’t resist…

Rules: Don’t take too long to think about it. List 15 books you’ve read that will always stick with you. They should be the first 15 you can recall in no more than 15 minutes.

1. Watership Down – Richard Adams
2. Heaven to Betsy – Maud Hart Lovelace
3. Anne of Green Gables – L. M. Montgomery
4. Dragonsinger – Anne McCaffrey
5. The Blue Sword – Robin McKinley
6. Dogsbody – Diana Wynne Jones
7. The Dark is Rising – Susan Cooper
8. Deep Wizardry – Diane Duane
9. The Time Traveler’s Wife – Audrey Niffenegger
10. The Fellowship of the Ring – J. R. R. Tolkien
11. The Darkangel – Meredith Ann Pierce
12. The Kid’s Whole Future Catalog
13. Father Fox’s Pennyrhymes – Clyde and Wendy Watson
14. The Black Cauldron – Lloyd Alexander
15. Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen

I don’t tag other people but if you feel like posting your responses too I always love hearing about other people’s favorite books!

Diversity

28
July
2009

There’s a lot of talk going on right now in the online writing and reading community about the issue of diversity in fiction, specifically related to book covers. The trigger point for the current discussion is the US cover of Justine Larbalestier’s LIAR. The protagonist of LIAR describes herself as black, with hair short enough she can pass for a boy. The cover shows a white girl with long straight hair. Justine writes eloquently about the situation in her own blog here (The short version: She fought against the cover. She lost). There is a response from the publisher in this article at Publishers Weekly.

I am horrified, as a writer, imagining what it would feel like to have a book that I poured my heart into becoming associated with such negativity and outrage, all because of its cover: something that writers have almost no control over. I am sad, as a reader, because I was looking forward to reading LIAR and I want to support the author, but I also don’t want to help perpetuate the belief that this kind of thing is okay (I am hoping they change the cover for the paperback; or there’s the Australian version which has a graphic text cover). I am angry, thinking about all the readers out there who want to see people like themselves on covers, who are losing this chance (as they have lost many others) because of fear. And I am disappointed in myself, that I haven’t done more, before this, to try to make a difference.

I like to focus on the positive, so that’s where I am going from here. I’ve been following along with some of the regular CORA Diversity Roll Calls headed up by the Color Online blog, and I particularly like their recent challenge for August.

So, I am going to dedicate August to reading more books written by and/or about people of color. I stopped by the library yesterday and picked up a few (and noted, happily, that at least two of them were on display, face out on top of the stacks). And I am going to try to continue to seek out more diverse books in the months and years to come, and I am going to talk about them. I encourage every reader out there to do the same — and not only for diversity of color. It’s easy to hunker down in one little corner of the written world (like, say, MG/YA fantasy, if you are me!) and read only what is familiar. But there are so many wonderful books out there in all genres, at all reading levels (and non-fiction too!). So challenge yourself to try something new!

Geeky Tidbits

23
July
2009

There are certain things that will automatically make me want to at least pick up a book. Kind of the same way I will always order creme brulee if it’s on the menu. Here are a few:

What about you guys? What elements will make you pick up a book automatically?

I am so eager to read Geektastic that I even went and entered an online contest to get a copy since my library does not have it and I am on a restricted book-buying budget at present (I will admit that entering the contest is sort of cheating since the restriction is less about money and more about the ridiculous size of my to-read pile). If any of you are interested, there are actually two contests going on now: one at Bookluver-Carol’s Review Site and one at Carrie’s YA Bookshelf (both very fine sources for book reviews, by the way).

And because I have no better place to put this, check out this nifty artwork of a Steampunk Dragon from one of my daily reads, the Children’s/Fantasy Illustrations blog (this is another of my recent favorites from the same site; I love how the falling leaves kind of morph into fairies in my mind…).